So long 2009 and good riddance.
A year ago today, my life was near complete and I had everything i wanted in my life. I knew exactly what I wanted to do at midnight and finally came to the conclusion this is what i wanted for the rest of my life. I proposed to the woman I was in love with and was the mother of our beautiful child. Not because of wedlock, sure we had our ups and our downs but throughout it all, this woman had me, theres was so much that was perfect about her. I can tell you a year ago I wasn’t in the best of places, i made alot dumb decisions. Things you wish u can take back and do them over but time doesnt allow that.
As were approaching the new year, i wish for things to become better in my life, her life, Rebeccas life more importantly. I wish i could experience another new years like last year, with my new years kiss saying im sorry for alot of things. But its just not like that anymore. People can dream and hope for the best but in reality its not always going to happen. No fairy tale endings in this story. You live your life and deal what it throws at you. I took alot of time to reflect on what i wanted in my life. Being a single parent wasnt originally in my plan, but u take the hits in stride with a smile in your face.
I have new years resolutions on how i want to change my life. I should start now, but i rather let 2010 officially be the start. I was told today that a blue moon occurs every 19 years on NYE and to wish for something positive, I am. Here’s to the death of a year that took away alot of our icons, jobs, dreams and to the start of a better time, hopefully. Cheers!
