Reopening old wounds
Its been the first time in years that these old wounds that never healed were reopened. We went over friends, why i did what i did and the dreaded outcome. She was too good for me and i knew that. It was always one of those things that you wish u could go back in the past and change, if you now what u knew then. I was immature and naive to think things would ever get that bad, i was living in a moment, i let it all go straight to my head. I didnt mean to hurt you, affect you, make you paranoid and scared to open up. It was far from that, i loved/love you with every piece of me and i wouldnt dare try changing a piece of who you are. Were not perfect, god/goddess knows im no angel. Im happy for you and i hope that one day you are comfortable once again in the skin you are in. I never meant to hurt you and what i said early about how i always felt, stands.
